Tag: depression

Goals day 3…

It’s getting harder but I’m sticking to it. E.

Day 2 of 5k goal…

I did my 30 min jog/walk and it felt so much harder than the first day. I still got to 4km and I did it at higher levels this time jog 10.5 and walk 7. E.

My goal …

I’m following Discovering Your Happiness and she has a fitness goal to reach, it’s great to see her get closer and closer to it. So, I decided to follow suit. My goal is to run (or at least jog) 5 km in 8 weeks. I have downloaded the C25K app (couch to 5k) and I started it …

I feel like I’ve lost myself…

“I want the old you back, you’ve changed in the past 6 weeks “ My bf said this last night and I asked him to explain and he just said he’d noticed a change in me.  I totally agree with him… at first I thought he wanted the girl who cried all of the time, which …

The day after…

The day after my bf and I had a discussion about him needing time to find his purpose in life I had my first visit to the psychologist. And I spent every minute of my 50 minute appointment talking. I’m sure I opened her eyes to a full on crazy life (probably not… I’m sure …

Today…

I’m having a very low day. My partner is going through what I would call a midlife crisis. He hates that he is causing me to feel like I’m the problem. I love him for that. But he would like me to stay at my place until he knows what he can do with his …

Last night…

I hate how you can go from feeling good to feeling not so good in a matter of hours. Last night, before cooking dinner, I sat with my man and contemplated asking him to come to a family dinner for a 60th. I went over how I would ask him and went over and over …

Patience is a virtue…especially when you are the patient 

I’ve been to the gym , while my 3 boys went hiking. Now I’m waiting at the doctors surgery…again. So I decided to do this post :). I am very impatient when waiting for my loved ones to do what I’ve asked or what they’ve said they would do. If it has something to do …

Stubbornness and ignoring the signs…

“Flash those bright neon flickering signs at me and I still won’t see them “ Or should I say I chose to ignore them? I am very good at seeing and hearing things I want to see and hear. Sometimes it’s good out in public, because I miss the really bad things I prefer not …

Looking back is a curse…

And so the story continues… I met a lovely kind young man when I went to a club with my friends one night. I can see where I ruined not only my life but a very good mans life too. Looking back is a curse. I can clearly see now that I chose him because …