Tag: depression

Should I make the long story shorter?

I’ve been struggling with sharing my past , not from shame but I feel like it could turn into a very long drawn out story of my life. But I also feel like there needs to be an explanation of how I got here. E.

Not thinking for yourself…the pain it can cause

I wish I knew this years ago!!! I always did what was “right” by everyone else’s standards. Ever heard of WWJD? What Would Jesus Do… well it was more like “how can I do this and make my parents/church happy and keep them off my back?” I just wanted to live and do what other …

Today…

My sleep last night was horrible, my body hurt every time I turned. I feel like I was tossing and turning every few minutes but it could’ve been hours. I’m not sure but having to wake up to the alarm at 4am to start work at 6am was not nice. I also had an hour …

Today…

This is where I share what is currently happening in my journey to discovering who Ms Eve is. While still sharing how I got here in much lengthier posts. Today I visited my doctor yet again to find out why I am always tired (I’ve been tired for 3 1/2 years). We’ve ruled out pernicious …

Starting from the beginning… part two

I guess I became scared and insecure about whether people would still love me if they knew the truth … Doing what was “right” I was never one of those children who pushed the boundaries very far. The boundaries I pushed were like watching tv instead of doing my chores or homework, going to the …

Starting from the beginning …part one

This one is going to take a while… Well unlike The Eve of Creation, I started life like everyone else, being born into a loving family. I was the first child for a religious couple in the late 70’s. A father who was raised by two very dysfunctional parents and a mother raised by very …